Life is beautiful

An audience of one is what I seek, Into my soul I need to peek. Self reflection into a seemingly clean room , The rain washed sickness and an impending sense of doom. Shallow desires ,lust and greed, Is that What we always want or ever need? Confess to yourself as you look at yourself in the mirror , jump into those eyes and what do you see, You loved her yes but did you truly ? You loved her yes but did you so casually ? The growth of a man through heartbreak and pain , The universe brought you back to this juncture again. Close your eyes and take a deep breath , rid your soul of the poison, Let the anger die its death. The emotional roller coaster is quite the show, it’s for you to experience and not let anyone know, It’s for you to learn and understand , now ,where do you go?  Time is a friend , an enemy to the end  its time to face reality and end the show.

The day went by so slowly today as if the clouds were taking a break ,Resting their tired feet and cleaning the bloody wounds they had Suffered in their long arduous journey The grey lasted for a while as the clouds looked down on me and cried with me ,they cleansed  and we all felt better. The grey morphed into a clean yellow bright sparkle ,The sun and it’s warmth felt heavenly on my Leary eyes and skin. The heart is a very mysterious and unpredictable being ,the circle of life & it’s many seasons go on after the darkness the sun shines, flowers bloom and we all grow.  

There are times when destiny is atrocious in its rewards, when moments such as these inspire contemplation of a deep kind, of heart and soul, an appreciation of blessings, of kindness and love and of Many different colors. We are so fragile, so incongruent, flowing and travelling through this maze of life. I feel moved and shaped by the forces of the universe in my life , I will channel this inner being to the purpose of my existence and this is not for me to say only for me to do.  

Love me while you can , A flower is in bloom today. Hold me while you can , the Death of color and perfume, will happen in its own way.

Thrown again into the abyss of loneliness, The stone falls into the deep dark water, its meaning lost in the vastness of mediums, it returns to where it came from . The breadth of time crosses our trivial existence. What momentary pleasures we savor till this cup is empty. The blood in my body runs a warm mind. Blue Sky ,Yellow sun you melt my tears , I am old and changed but still the same after all these years.

Bitterness is sweet like medicine on a wound . To Life we concede every breath is consumed , Love -laughter ,pain -regret ,sorrow -cry my Basket is full before my soul flies . The physical ,the emotional ,the intellectual needs of the day , are all fulfilled in their own musical kind of way , so to you my friend I smile and say , Speak how you truly feel we all need to be heard , Let the spirits of expression and thoughts be undeterred, You are who you are no matter what they say , You are truly one of a kind in every way

I  know a girl I think fairly well, she is smart gorgeous and her name is Noelle. She is strong and free,her conversations are deep, In her family she may have been called a black sheep . Her spirit can be wild but her love knows no bounds , She is an amazing Mother ,Sister,Lover ,Daughter, my heart is happy whenever she is around . Noelle was worried when I saw her the other day , She had found something that needed attention right away . She had come from her scan she had a million thoughts in her eyes , She needed more information so I gave her the little that I could advise . She worried about her children 2 beautiful boys , Life twists and turns ,Tears rolled down her face ,how she wanted to be with them through Their sorrows and Joy’s. No fear of death or injury to self she said , But love and longing for family ,Noelle was so selfless instead. Noelle ,You have my love ,you always will , As a friend as a lover every dream that you fulfill...