Am I done?

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I take your emotion in...
I take your pain and then I begin,
to feel the hurt in my soul ,in my heart,
to understand you was not a sin ,but with these thought and feelings will we ever win?

Empathy,Love and Understanding are not free anymore ,
We all live conditionally ,every moment in this life we try to keep score,
I'll scratch your back ,you can scratch me some more .
Were you really the person that I adored?
To you was I no more than a whore?
This Game is old and such a bore.

Am I done now or not?
or is this all that I have got,
The old fashioned and normal ,I forgot !
this is not who I am or how I was taught.

Teach me this life from the very start,
I'm not so sure if things keep going this way ,my chest won't tear apart.

My life needs to change ,rearrange and not be so strange ,
Smooth,Normal ,Peaceful and Natural !

All else is Done! Its Done!

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